i got a headache all day yesterday, so i went to sleep at about 11 hoping that the headache would stop if i could have enough sleep. but when i got awake at about 1 in the midnight, i couldn't fall asleep again. i kept thinking of all the jobs that i have to finished lately.

so i went to bought a bottle of Two Dogs, hoping that i could sleep well with some alcohol. after drinking a bottle, my head almost got blown up, and i realized that my headache was caused by flu but not lack of sleepness. drinking that bottle of softdrink made me feel even worse, when i lied on the bed, i could feel my heart beating so fast and so clear.

i kept changing pose, up a few time, cried twice due to sadness. finally Bill Evans saved me, i fell asleep in the music of "Quite Now - Never Let Me Go" album.